One of the many things I've learn from Pentas was the effect of my words. During one of the rehearsals, I was filled with so much anger I reprimanded my girls. The F-word seemed to have found its place in my hurls toward the girls and the next thing I knew I was exchanging a word or two (a composition length more) with Cynthia with regards to the use of the F word.
"The f- word is in you."
When I first heard her utter those words, I was offended and became defensive. What was to be said after that to Cynthia, believe me, made her very disappointed. I was disappointed for saying all of that to someone who I cared about.
I knew I had to settle the matter quick and cooled myself down. I explained politely my intentions and why I felt offended. She pointed out that maybe my experience in the Army has deteriorated the respect I use to have for women.
That made me think. Me? Disrespect women? I am a male feminist. Supporting any cause for women from wearing the pink ribbon the and helping single mothers. How could I ever be the one to disrespect women?...
I did. Hurling all those profanities just made me less of a man.
To my girls, I apologise. Like what I said that night before Pentas, I will take steps to improve myself and definitely there are many other acceptable words in the dictionary that I can use to hurl at you. hehe.
From the bottom of my heart, I will not cultivate the habit of hurling profanities. Because women are meant to be respected. I've spent 5 years grooming female dancers to be stronger than men, I make them independent and di sanjung tinggi. I will not contradict myself any further by uttering those words. I love all of you. And you deserve to be reprimanded with respect.
Thank you Cynthia for pointing out the mistake that has made me really careful of the words I say.
Mimin's Missing:
Fanana
Mimin's Praying For:
Tin Tin - Congratulations. Cannot wait to watch MENTARI.
"Anyway I wanna forward to you some compliments that I received regarding SNT. They say SNT piece is beautiful and emotionally playful... and some of them wondered whether one of the qualities to join SNT is to be pretty coz they all say SNT girls are pretty" - Tin Tin.
Alhamdullilah. Thank You Allah, for giving me beautiful girls as well as good friends who are talented in enhancing the beauty of women. Syukran.
